For all that its worth Im sorry!! I loved you for all the right reasons!! I did, I was so confused, and so unsure of what and where life would take you and I with all the shit that was going on at that point in time, all I knew was that when word got out crap would certainly hit the fan and it did!!! Im sorry that I lied about calling you on your birthday, and Im sorry that I denied being as much in love with you as I was I have no excuse except for I was just trying to cover my own ass and for that Im sorry, I had no right. I hope that one day you will forgive me. I hope that life is treating you well, and that you have everything you ever wanted within it.

sincerely.